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A young girl's memories of 2nd World War

Luxembourg 1940 - 1945

Milly Thill

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(25) THE 'PRUSSIANS' ARE COMING

The entire village of Olingen was still asleep on that Friday morning of the 10th of May 1940 when my mother started her daily routine at a quarter past four. It was hard for a railway signalman's wife in those days. They had to share their husband's duties as well as look after the station house where the family lived beside the level crossing. As usual she reported by phone to the Roodt railway station. Around five thirty the first goods train from Roodt passed by. The first regular passenger train, known to locals as the 'Bommeler' (the Dawdler) was due to arrive from Wasserbillig on the Moselle - the river separating Luxembourg from Germany - a little later. 

But this morning the train, normally on time, was late. My mother received a call from the station at Wecker to tell her that the train had not yet left Wasserbillig station. The caller added that the telephone lines seemed to have been interrupted. Mom hurried up to the bedroom, where dad was still sleeping, and woke him up to tell him what was happening. Their loud voices woke me up and I listened to their excited conversation. They were confused. Neither of them had the vaguest idea what was going on.

 The phone rang again. On the line this time was the Wecker stationmaster, who made a general announcement to all the stations on the line from the German border that the German army had crossed the border at Wasserbillig and entered Luxembourg. He added that the normal schedule would be disrupted, but that all station staff should remain on duty and be prepared for whatever might occur.

 Mother rushed upstairs again, but this time with the awful news. Dad got out of bed at once and stood there looking shocked: "Damn, this means war!" A moment later I jumped out of bed too, quickly opened the window and looked outside. "What's going on? Where is the war?" I still remember how puzzled I was. For me there was nothing special to see or hear.

 The sky was bright and clear. The sun had just risen over the forest and was sending its first golden rays into my bedroom. The surroundings were bathed in a deep almost uncanny stillness. Not a living soul moved; not a dog barked. Only our neighbour's rooster crowed while a bird twittered here and there in the orchards round our house and a fresh May day scent wafted into my room. There was not a hint of war in the air.

 My mother then came into the bedroom and told me that the Prussians, as we usually called the Germans, had invaded our country. "What does that mean?" I asked, very frightened. She didn't reply. She just told me to stay in bed. I obeyed but was much too excited to go back to sleep.

 Mother and father then went downstairs. She put the coffee pot on the kitchen stove and he went to the laundry house for his morning toilet and shave. Suddenly we heard a terrible noise from a distance. Dad shouted: "Marguerite, Marguerite, come quickly. There they are - the Prussians are here." 

Mom rushed to the front of the house, where dad was pointing up to the sky, while I jumped out of bed and stuck my head out of the window. "Jesus, Mary and Joseph!" mother cried. The sky was black with what looked like giant grasshoppers swooping down on us, one after the other, coming from Betzdorf along the railway and the old Trier rural road, straight in the direction of our house.

 "Mom, mom! I screamed. My five-year-old brother, Marcel, rushed into my bedroom and started to scream along with me. The monsters approached and passed right over us, making a terrific noise and shaking the whole house. The windows rattled and the level-crossing gates trembled. I crouched behind the corner closet while my brother jumped into my bed and hid under the covers. Mom rushed upstairs to protect us, shouting something about "Prussian airplanes".

 As the deafening noise died away, mom and I looked out of the window. Dad was standing near the corner of the house and our neighbour the grocer on the other side of the railway line in front of his shop. His sister Lucy shot her head out of the window and back again just as quickly, slamming the window shut as she did so, performing the whole operation in almost one movement. But she was not alone. We were all scared to death.

 A little later came a second wave of those frightening-looking planes (today I realize they were the famous "Stukas"). They were flying in the same direction as the first wave, straight over our house and very low. They even had to fly up and over the electric line on the other side of our street. We could clearly see the heads of the pilots and the soldiers in the planes. As before, noise thundered all around us. I put my fingers in my ears and hid behind mom while Marcel dived back under the sheets. Then came wave after wave of these "black crows" as the massive airborne invasion continued to build up.

 Finally, after about a quarter of an hour, it all seemed to be over. But everyone still felt very anxious, and my father and two of our neighbours, Jang and Jemp, got into a lively conversation about it all outside our house, wondering what lay behind the violation of this neutral country of ours. only dad seemed to realize exactly what was happening: "Those planes carrying the Prussian soldiers are preparing to occupy our country." He was right.

 Mother stayed inside with us children. She told us to put on our Sunday clothes as we would probably have to be evacuated. She started to pack clothes and underwear into a large suitcase and then went to get our new passports and tied them round our necks with string. When I asked her once more what would happen to us in this war, tears came into her eyes and she told us to pray. Later, when I got ready for early mass and school as usual, she insisted that I stayed home that day. 

When dad tried to phone the Roodt station for more information, the line was dead. "Typical Prussian tactics", he said. Stopping the flow of news and keeping us in the dark. Then the man next door came into our house shouting that motorcycles and all sorts of vehicles were coming up the old Trier way. Uncle Jemp, as we children called my father's friend, then ran off along the ditch, the shortest cut to his house. The other neighbour, Jang, disappeared too. Everyone seemed to be in a panic. Mom, dad, Marcel and I found ourselves left standing alone at the window, staring in disbelief as a whole division of soldiers on motor cycles with sidecars bore down upon our village at full speed. 

They stopped at the level crossing and studied the maps they had hanging round their necks. Jesus! How ugly those Prussians looked, I thought, in their long grey-green overcoats, their bucket helmets and their oversized motor-cycle goggles. Then they continued on their way, using a rural path behind our house.

 Suddenly there was a banging at the door and to my horror one of them stepped into the house, his rifle over his shoulder. We all froze. I almost wet my pants. My brother ran to my mother and start screaming in fear. The soldier approached dad and started talking to him, but we couldn't hear a word because of Marcel's screaming, so mum took him into the living-room and shut the door behind her. 

The German asked for the local authority. For a second or two Dad was completely lost for words, but he eventually managed to blurt out: "The village authority? That's our priest." Now it was the soldier's turn to be taken aback: "What - a parson!?" he replied almost contemptuously. By this time my father had recovered his wits and replied in Luxembourgish: "Ay, the community alderman, Jampir Buurg." Dad then left the kitchen with the German and, from the doorway, pointed out the alderman's house and told him how to get there. The German thanked him, jumped back on his bike and roared off over the Syr bridge to the home of the alderman.

 Mother returned with my brother, still scared and still crying. I tried to comfort him while she and dad talked. Mum looked worried as dad told her how he had been taken by surprise and had answered the German stupidly: "What will become of us?" she asked. "The devil only knows", dad replied.

 Dad wanted to go to see our neighbours the Wagners, on the other side of the creek, to find out what they thought about the situation. They were the only people in the village who had a radio at that time and dad was hoping to get some news that way. But mum didn't want him to leave the house, feeling that something was about to happen - and she was right. Suddenly two soldiers came down the track in a railway car, which they braked just outside our house. They looked straight at us, unsmiling, and holding their rifles as though ready to shoot. Dad and mum remained calm, however, while Marcel and I ran into the house. Then to our great relief they carried on in the direction of Roodt. 

Shortly after another neighbour called my dad. He said German troops were pouring down the road from Betzdorf. From my window I could see them, a long moving caravan of vehicles and troops. Dad joined me. He swore softly: "Damn it! What will become of us!"

Suddenly we heard mother scream from outside the house. We looked down and saw her pointing towards the old Trier road, which was packed with more columns of German troops, the cavalrymen looking so unfriendly with their helmets tightly fasten by leather straps under their chins. "Jesus, Jesus!" she cried. Soon the entire force arrived at the level crossing and moments later were swarming over the entire village. Olingen was occupied, by the Prussians, by the army of the "Wehrmacht".

Additional German troops soon followed, all of them coming down the old Trier way. We wondered who had told them about this former road, which was really only a track across fields and woods.

Around 8 o'clock the mechanized infantry passed the first house in Olingen. Very soon the whole village was alive with soldiers, horses, trucks, artillery pieces, anti-aircraft guns, field kitchens and Red Cross vans. Thousands of German troops passed through Olingen on that fateful day in May 1940. 

Around noon, shortly after another column had come from a different direction and joined the other troops at the heart of the village, a soldier rushed right into our kitchen. Without a word he filled up his canteen with tap water. We all stared at him in astonishment, at his field-grey uniform, his knee-high leather jackboots and his heavy steel helmet. Dad dared ask him when and where they had entered the country. He got a clipped answer: "Whatever lies behind us is over. We strive only forward." On the metal buckle of his belt mum read out loud: "God is with us."

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(47) A CHRISTMAS EVE TO REMEMBER, 1944

Deep snow covered the villages and fields. Thick icicles hung from the roofs and the Syr creek was almost completely frozen over. The church bells rang out solemnly, breaking the calm of the small village as they signalled the end of the Christmas Eve Mass, which, because of the war, had been held in the late afternoon instead of the traditional time of midnight. 

The villagers hurried homewards, cold and shivering from a chilly church but warm and deeply moved in their hearts from what they had experienced there. The church had been packed with American soldiers at prayer, thanking God for having escaped the hell around Bastogne, in Belgium, where some of the fiercest fighting had been taking place.

 The joy of liberation aside, however, the villagers had a very good reason to hurry home. They were anxious about what lay ahead, for during the service the council chairman had been obliged to agree to billet some thousand or so GIs in the village. No one resented that, but the village had no more than 200 inhabitants and was already overcrowded with just as many Luxembourgers - and their cattle - evacuated from the border towns along the River Moselle, where the Germans were making a desperate last stand in defence of their own territory.

 Up until then Olingen had not been directly involved in the fighting. However, just outside the village the Americans had positioned their heavy artillery and during the night they laid down a thunderous barrage in the direction of Echternach and the surrounding area, attacking the German border positions. The inhabitants of the village were scared to death. At each roar of the guns, they shook in their beds and just couldn't fall asleep.

 US jeeps barricaded each street and pathway. Trucks stood in every farmyard and beside every house, shed and barn while big tanks secured all the roads leading out of the village. Red Cross vans were parked in front of the public laundry house. In the school yard a large tent had been set up to accommodate the field kitchen, and the school house was filled with military provisions. At the mill fierce-looking black soldiers stood on 24-hour guard over the officers' quarters, rifles in hand and looking as though they couldn't wait to use them. They frightened the life out of me and I ran home terrified.

Out of every habitable structure peered an American GI. Even the attics, the cellars and the hay stacks had their quota. All you could hear spoken in every street was American English. If a village girl happened to walk by, they were at her side in a flash, whistling, laughing, joking and shouting: "Hi there, girl! Come on, give us a kiss." It was more like a Hollywood stage setting than my quiet sleepy little village.

 On returning home from church my mother, brother and I - my father had stayed at home - were shocked to find five GIs installed in our living-room and three more in the small railroad guard house next door. My mother was horrified when she saw the mess.

On the kitchen stove steamed our huge laundry pot, serving to heat up the water for the boys' bath, which they filled with water scooped up with their helmets, and their brand-new soiled underwear was thrown in a pile in front of the house, sprinkled with petrol and set on fire - to the dismay of my father. We couldn't understand such waste after years of deprivation. Once washed and dressed, the boys treated themselves to a dab of cologne and and a dash of brilliantine to shine their hair. They whistled, joked and generally rejoiced in the feeling of being civilized men once again. 

Then they introduced themselves: Master-Sergeant Bernard Bonk, Nick George, Bob Longfellow, Delbert, Jim, Tom, John and Jack Campbell - all of them young redblooded boys. 

My father had already become friendly with them and somehow, with his double-Dutch English, had been able to make himself understood. on the kitchen table stood the bottle of prune Schnapps and tiny brandy glasses. The boys all patted him on the shoulder and said: "Oh, very good Schnapps, Papa! As the glasses clinked they all cheered and wished one another and every one of us a Merry Christmas. 

As for me, the little girl, I gave those boys a big surprise when they discovered that I spoke some English. Not of course that I understood everything that emerged from their back of their American throats - especially the slang - but we got along pretty well. 

On our kitchen table lay a great pile of boxes and cans filled with cakes, chocolates and candy they had received from home as Christmas gifts. Mmmm, we could smell Santa Claus. My brother and I couldn't believe our luck when those wonderful American guys filled our hands with all the candy, chocolate and chewing gum we could eat and said: "Here, this is for you. Take it and eat it". We were so happy. We had never seen so many sweets since the war began. 

In the meantime night had fallen. Father brought the petroleum lamp and placed it on the living-room table. There was no electricity anywhere in those wartime days. We lit up the Christmas tree with three or four candles - no more, as they were scarce at the time and we had to save them. 

Our Americans ran in and out, shivering every time they came in and going immediately to the stove to warm themselves up. Then Bob Longfellow and Nick went to my mother and asked her to cook them a Christmas dinner with what they called "American fries". She didn't understand a word, of course, so I was recruited to do my job as interpreter and eventually worked out that they wanted "French fries". Well, potatoes we had plenty of, but where could we get the grease? Mother reached into her pantry and came up with her last precious pot of grease. The boys peeled the potatoes and cut them up in slices - and then proceeded to use the whole pot of grease. Mother almost burst into tears. She just looked at her hoarded grease melting away and cried out "What a waste!" When I told the boys they should be more economical, they just laughed and shook their heads. 

Father then brought in a whole smoked ham from the smoke house. He slit it open and cut off a platter full of thin tender slices, crowning his efforts by producing a big jug of cider and some bottles of good Luxembourg Moselle wine. The boys were delighted. As soon as mom had set the table everyone eagerly sat round, except for Sergeant Bernard Bonk, who was on Christmas Eve duty guarding the level crossing. It was a tight fit, with the four of us plus the eight GIs, but no one seemed to care. This promised to be a very special meal. 

The boys loved the American fries and our delicious Luxembourg ham, but found the wine a little sour. Not enough to put them off though and it disappeared quickly enough. As time went on they got merrier and merrier and became more and more talkative. They told us they had come from St Vith, in Belgium, and had been in the nearby village of Schuttrange for two days, doing nothing, it seemed, but collecting the addresses and photos of all the beautiful girls in the area, which they were only to eager to show us. They also proudly showed us photos of their families and shots of where they lived in America. We just couldn't get over the big cars they all seemed to drive over there and the wooden houses they lived in. It opened a whole new world and way of life for us.


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After dinner and the dessert of the tiny plums we call mirabelles, which the boys all loved, father surprised our GIs by starting the traditional Christmas carols with "Stille Nacht, Heilige Nacht". They then joined in with the English version, "Silent Night, Holy Night". When we had finished, John Campbell suddenly rose and, with his beautiful and strong young voice, sang the stirring hymn "Adeste Fidelis, Venite Adoramus" ("Come all Ye Faithful, come let us adore him"). A hush fell over the entire company as the words and melody filled the house, the street and our hearts. 

So it continued, with songs from both sides of the Atlantic, the Old World and the New. Then my little 10-year-old brother, with his wonderful choirboy voice, plucked up his courage and joined in. I noticed more than one GI wipe away a secret tear or two. Even Sergeant Bernard Bonk came in to listen, as he recognized the very same voice of a singer-boy of Vienna he had heard in church earlier that day. Afterwards John Campbell lifted him up to the ceiling and called out: "Merry Christmas! God bless you. God bless us all." 

When it was all over two of the GIs crept into my brother's bed, but three of them had to make do on the cold floor in their sleeping bags. Then to their delight they discovered that mom had slipped in a hot water bottle and heated bricks. They were really touched and called out: "Thank you, good Mama. We won't forget". 

And they didn't. John Campbell told us so when he came back to stay with us for Christmas 1984 to celebrate the fortieth anniversary of our country's liberation by the American forces. We've never forgotten them either. Christmas 1944 has a place of honour in our family annals....... Silent Night, Holy Night.

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(49) New Year's Eve 1944
New Year's Day 1945

by Milly Thill

The year of the liberation, 1944, ended with deep snow and thick ice, and we Luxembourgers and the Allied Forces were in the middle of the "Battle of the Bulge." That New Year's Eve, the U. S. soldiers who had been billeted in our home for a week resumed from their daily secret military operations behind enemy lines to the shelter of our house.

It was dark. They were exhausted and not as jolly as usual. They stored their helmets, rifles and ammunition in the corner and hung all their military clothes on the coat rack. No talking, no jokes. Some went right away to mother's laundry house, whereas others gathered around our kitchen sink to wash up. Their serious attitude was strange. Something must have happened to them during that day. Even Dad's highly-esteemed booze did not excite them.

Finally, one of the soldiers, Nick, stated flatly, "Today we had a terrible time." That was all we could get out of him. Anxiously we wondered what had happened to them.

Staff Sergeant Bonk sat down at the table near the oil lamp and, as usual, wrote to his wife. While he was writing page after page, I could see him wipe his eyes and blow his nose several times. Jack, another boy, was sitting on the sofa, leafing through a prayer book. Nick was reading Life magazine, but remained rather quiet, too, that evening. He was not even talking or joking about the attractive pin-ups. In the little railroad booth next to our house, where the boys generally had lots of fun, we didn't hear any noise. As one of them, Bob, left the booth and nervously entered our house, he wrenched the door open so abruptly that the door handle came off in his hand. "Meatball!" he called himself. Dad right away got a pair of pliers, a hammer and a screwdriver. This very tall and slender Bob Longfellow worked alongside my father. Finally the latch worked again. Bob turned to the booth, but instantly came back with a pile of "Lucky Strikes." He gave them to my father.

Meanwhile Mother brought two apple pies to the table. She had baked them in the afternoon when the boys were out of the house and not around to bother her. She also brought out a bowl of the finest pudding cream. By tradition, New Year's Eve was to be celebrated a bit! Nonetheless, the guys didn't show any reaction. Mom offered a slice of pie to each of them, but they just briefly answered, "No thank you, Mom." We did not recognize our once joyful fellows. They looked depressed, and we felt sorry for them. We did not move around or talk to each other.

Finally, I dared to tell Nick that by now I knew that the animal they intended to hunt in the woods was called a "deer" in English and not "horse" as I had told them the previous evening.

The confusion started when two of our soldiers, George and Delbert, had heard that our neighbor, the miller, had been hunting with some of "his" soldiers and that they had killed a deer. (Indeed, that morning I had noticed the miller's wife pickling the best chunks of deer meat.) So our GIs wanted to go hunting too.

They had asked Dad all kinds of information about the woods next to our house. I had to be the interpreter; however, I didn't know all the right words. So I made sketches of hares and rabbits on my drawing pad. The boys made their drawings too: an animal similar to a horse. Promptly I said, "Yes, you're right ... there are many horses living in that forest." "Horses?" the guys asked, astonished. "Yes, yes," was my answer. Our soldiers smiled at each other, shook their heads, and all together burst out in a laugh. I felt that I had made a fool of myself. My stupid drawing made them laugh even more. Gosh, if only I had a dictionary! Jack offered to help me. He drew a wagon behind the little animal. My God, now the confusion with my "horses" in the forest was complete. I could feel my face turn red and feverish, while the GIs laughed.

The next day when I went to Father Wiltzius, the parish priest, for a private English lesson, I found out that the right word I needed was "deer." I got a real kick laughing too, as I told the story to the chaplain.

Therefore, on this solemn New Year's Eve, I tried to cheer up the boys. Bernard listened while I was telling Nick about my vocabulary mistake. George smiled a little bit; Jack looked up and put his prayer book aside. Delbert went out to tell the others. A moment later, all our eight GIs were gathered around me, talking loudly of deer and horses, of horses and deer…

The guys forgot all their troubles and concerns, and all of them joined in laughing. They gradually recovered their humor and started eating mother's delicious pie and pudding cream.

Then Bob began telling us of their bad and sad day. Somewhere along the German border, they were attacked by the enemy. During the unexpected fight, a number of their own unit got badly wounded and four of their comrades were tom apart by German shells. Tears were running down Nick's cheeks. Bernard left the room, and all the others lowered their heads.

George took out of his pocket a little chain with a cross and medallion, which had belonged to his friend who had been killed. George told us he would send the chain to the boy's mother in the U.S. Now Jack also showed us the prayer book and some photographs of his buddy who had been killed during the same attack.

I shuddered. My parents couldn't hide their tears. None of us said a word. We all felt deeply oppressed by the war's misery. Thank God our eight soldiers had escaped unharmed. Finally, my father rose from his chair, wiped his eyes and took out the playing cards from the cupboard. "Come on, boys," he said, "let's gamble a 'sixty-six'." "OK," responded the boys. With Dad, they all sat around the table, and the card playing started. But the game was much calmer that evening.

Meanwhile, I studied the photographs of the young man who had been killed. He looked so happy among his family in front of their wooden house somewhere in Minnesota, the state where two sisters of my mother lived, Aunt Mary and Aunt Josephine. The prayer book lay on the sofa, but I didn't dare to touch it. It was late and I had to go to bed, but I felt very sad in my heart, and I couldn't fall asleep right away.

At midnight I woke up when the U.S. artillery guns, positioned at the outskirts of the village, opened up thundering. The Americans sent their New Year's greetings to the Germans posted along the border of the Sauer River around the city of Echternach. From our living room under my bedroom, I could hear our boys shouting, "Happy New Year, Mamma. Happy New Year, Papa." The shot glasses clicked, and Dad responded by cheering with Nick, Jack, Bob, George, Delbert, John and Jim. Bernard Bonk must have come in from his guard duty, for I could hear the boys cheer with their staff sergeant too. "Happy New Year. Happy New Year" was going around and around. The blasting didn't stop for half an hour. What an awesome New Year's start for the enemy, and even for us Luxembourgers. Such an exciting New Year's night we village folks of Olingen had never experienced.

Finally my parents and the entire crew of GIs huddled into their beds and sleeping bags. I don't believe that they had a good sleep that night. Sure enough, it was a short one, for the boys got up rather early on New Year's morning. Returning from their breakfast in the school house yard, they brought back new rations. Dad received stacks of cigarettes and Mom got a lot of soap and canned corned beef. As for me, I got New Year's kisses plus chocolate, chewing gum and candies. My brother Marcel got his share, too.

New Year's Day 1945 was on a Sunday. My father and I were both ready to go to Church for services, when a U.S. jeep passed the railroad gate and stopped near our house. An officer jumped out of the jeep and asked for "the little girl of the railroad, who speaks English." My goodness, that was me! Only a mere girl and the officer needed me as an interpreter. It was not the first time that I had been asked to do that job. Well, instead of going to church, I climbed into the jeep, and the officer and his driver took me to all those houses, where, just that very morning, soldiers had left and where newcomers were to be billeted again that afternoon.

Mission accomplished, I was taken back home. The officer gave me five dollars and a military salute. The jeep dashed off. I really felt proud of myself and rushed to the kitchen with a big smile.

Suddenly, after dinner our GIs stormed into our house. As fast as the wind, they packed their goods, clothes and stuff into their duffle bags, put on their coats and helmets, buckled their cartridge belts, slung their rifles over their shoulders, quickly shook hands with us, repeating "Thank you, thank you, Mamma and Papa!" Astonished and afraid, we all stood rigidly in the kitchen. We couldn't figure out what was going on. Anyway, we understood that our boys had to leave. Indeed, we felt deeply sorry for those good boys, those poor fellows!


Drawing: Paula Antunes

My mother, my little brother and I were all weeping. Dad brought out a bottle of "Quetsch" but the boys had no more time to drink their favorite plum brandy. They were on duty. Their staff sergeant was very upset, for two of his men, Nick and George, were missing. Later we learned that they both had gone into Luxembourg City to a Protestant church service. Then Bernard Bonk gave an envelope to Mother. On it was written "Thank You." He asked Mom not to open it until they had left.

In minutes "our" boys were gone... our house was deserted. Mother opened the envelope. Eight dollars were inside. Enclosed was a slip of paper with the names of the eight American soldiers who, from Christmas Eve 1944 to New Year's Day 1945, had found a warm and cozy home with us. And we had spent with our boys many happy hours, despite those snowy and sad days during the "Battle of the Bulge".

Translated from the book, Vun déi Säit der Syr by Milly Thill.

Milly Thill is a native of Luxembourg and was born in Greiveldange, a small village on the Moselle. She grew up in the town of Olingen where her family housed American soldiers toward the end of the Second World War

Milly Thill is a retired teacher now residing in Luxembourg City; and for many years has been a member of the American Women's Club of Luxembourg. She generously contributed this story as a sequel to her "Reflections" which appeared in the previous edition of Living in Luxembourg.

 

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